BOUDOIR BY KADEE

Sometimes you don't need to wait for some big milestone to decide it's time to do something for yourself. Sometimes you just finally feel comfortable in your body and think, okay, I'm ready. Let's do this. That was this client's starting point. She had been thinking about taking the leap, she'd seen the women I've photographed, and she loved the images she was seeing. But there was still one thing holding her back. She was worried she was going to be awkward. Walking into the studio, she was nervous. But apparently, I only had about two minutes to work with that nervousness because once she settled in, those feelings disappeared pretty quickly. She described the studio as comfortable, super chill, and laid back. And apparently I'm pretty chill too, which I'll happily take as a compliment. Then we started shooting. What surprised her the most wasn't how she looked. It was how comfortable she felt. No awkwardness. No spending the whole session wond...

 She had already done this twice before. So when she came back for her third session with me, she knew exactly what she was getting herself into. She knew we would laugh. She knew we would have fun. She knew she could trust me. But this time felt a little different. She had recently lost 80 pounds, something worth celebrating all on its own. But even after that huge accomplishment, she was still struggling with the way she saw her body. Her stomach was still the thing she was most self-conscious about, and losing the weight hadn't magically made those insecurities disappear. She decided it was time to do something for herself again. Walking into the studio that day, she was nervous. Not because she didn't trust me, but because she wondered how I could possibly photograph the things she saw as imperfections. "I feel like there is no way she can hide the imperfections I see on my body." And then we started shooting. One of her favorite parts of coming back is that we al...

 People often think a boudoir session is something you do once. You check it off your bucket list, hang your favorite photo on the wall, tuck your album away, and that's that. But sometimes confidence isn't something you find once. Sometimes it's something you come back for when life tries to convince you that you've lost it. I first photographed this incredible woman in 2023. She came to me after spending years being torn down, hoping to find a little piece of herself again. Like so many women, she walked into the studio nervous. Not because she didn't trust me, but because she didn't trust the way she saw herself. Then came the moment I love most during every session. I turned the back of the camera around and asked, "Do you want to see?" She said yes. That single image changed everything. She couldn't believe the woman looking back at her was actually her. It wasn't edited. It wasn't filtered. It was simply her. That moment became a prom...